When you have got an elephant by the hind legs and he is trying to run away, it is best to let him run.
- Abraham Lincoln

Friday, January 28, 2011

Moments in United States History

 I was just thinking about the moments in United States History that help to shape and define who we are. One such moment occurred today 25 years ago (January 28, 1986). Like the disaster of September 11th, 2001 or the day fateful day President Kennedy was assassinated (November 22nd, 1963) people remember the details of their own personal lives rather than those whom were directly affected by such historical occurrences .People tend to remember things like where they were, what they were doing, watching or listening to and how they felt the rest of that day week, month or for some years later. Their lives have been forever changed because of it.  


January 28, 1986 was one such day for me. On this day I was eight years old and sitting in Room D-4 of Williamson Elementary School in Rancho Cordova California. I was in Mr. Tuttle’s 4th grade class, but Mr. Tuttle was absent that day and we had a substitute teacher that day.  We had a substitute teacher that day because Mr. Tuttle was at Cape Canaveral Florida at the Kennedy Space Center watching firsthand the launching of the Space Shuttle Challenger. I like millions of other school children sat in a dark classroom excited to watch the launch which was being broadcast to classrooms around the country because of the presence on the crew of Christa McAuliffe, the first member of the Teacher in Space Project. Prior to the launch NASA had distributed educational materials to schools across the country in preparation for the launch and subsequent broadcast from Kennedy Space center as well as the Shuttle itself while in orbit. NASA also distributed an unprecedented number of tickets to view the launch in person to educators around the country and Mr. Tuttle, my fourth grade teacher was one of the lucky recipients of such tickets.
As the final countdown continued the excitement in the room and the country built. I am sure I was counting down silently in my head along with television commentator 10- 9- 8- 7- 6- 5- 4- 3- 2- 1, ignition Lift off! The disaster occurred when Space Shuttle Challenger broke apart 73 seconds into its flight, leading to the deaths of its seven crew members. The spacecraft disintegrated over the Atlantic Ocean, off the coast of central Florida, United States, at 11:38 a.m. EST. I sat and with the country took a deep breath and tried to sort out what I was seeing. The television was quickly turned off and the substitute teacher had the grim task of trying to explain to a room full of eight and nine year-olds what they had just witnessed.


That day President Ronald Reagan was scheduled to deliver his annual “State of the Union” speech to a nationally televised joint session of congress, instead he delivered what I and many others believe to be one of his finest addresses. Seated at his desk in the Oval office rather than the lectern in the House chamber. In his speech President Regan spoke to me when he said: “And I want to say something to the schoolchildren of America who were watching the live coverage of the shuttle's takeoff. I know it is hard to understand, but sometimes painful things like this happen. It's all part of the process of exploration and discovery. It's all part of taking a chance and expanding man's horizons. The future doesn't belong to the fainthearted; it belongs to the brave. The Challenger crew was pulling us into the future, and we'll continue to follow them.”
From then on I had an interest in the Space program; still to this day I love to watch the broadcast of the Shuttle launch. And to this day I hold my breath as do so many others as the beautiful shuttles lifts off the launch pad clears the tower and rockets to the unforgiving environment known simply as “space”. I still have a hard time turning the broadcast off until the shuttle has reached orbit and accomplished the hardest part of a shuttle mission, the launch. But the experience of that fourth grade class room that January morning 25 years ago forever changed my life, and I am thankful for those brave men and women who undertook the challenge of the space program. So it is with pride, joy and thankfulness that I honor in my own little way the lives of the Challenger Astronauts who as President Regan put it “slipped the surly bonds of earth'' to ``touch the face of God.''
Full Text of President Regan’s Address to the Nation on the Explosion of the Space Shuttle Challenger, January 28, 1986 http://www.reagan.utexas.edu/archives/speeches/1986/12886b.htm

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I was just thinking about President Lincoln as his birthday is fast approaching and he is one of my favorite people. So I thought I would share a part of a speech given by President Lincoln in 1864. This is a speech that allows Lincoln to share his thoughts on Liberty by using a parable. I think it is quite profound and relevant in today’s world of fighting for and touting for personal “Freedoms” and Liberties.

LECTURE ON LIBERTY
ADDRESS GIVEN AT THE SANITARY FAIR IN BALTIMORE,
APRIL 18, 1864.

The world has never had a good definition of the word liberty, and
the American people, just now, are much in want of one. We all
declare for liberty; but in using the same word we do not all mean
the same thing.
With some the word liberty may mean for each man to
do as he pleases with himself, and the product of his labor; while
with others the same word may mean for some men to do as they please
with other men, and the product of other men's labor. Here are two,
not only different, but incompatible things, called by the same name,
liberty. And it follows that each of the things is, by the
respective parties, called by two different and incompatible names--
liberty and tyranny.

The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep's throat, for which the
sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces
him for the same act, as the destroyer of liberty, especially as the
sheep was a black one. Plainly, the sheep and the wolf are not
agreed upon a definition of the word liberty; and precisely the same
difference prevails to-day among us human creatures, even in the
North, and all professing to love liberty. Hence we behold
the process by which thousands are daily passing from under the yoke
of bondage hailed by some as the advance of liberty, and bewailed by
others as the destruction of all liberty. Recently, as it seems, the
people of Maryland have been doing something to define liberty, and
thanks to them that, in what they have done, the wolf's dictionary
has been repudiated.
Abraham Lincoln

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Spring 2011

This was going to be the last semester before I received my Associates degree; however it looks like it may not. I will need to finish one more history class in order to graduate. I AM ok with this because even post-graduation I still will be attending SCC for two more semesters to finish all of my lower division course work for CSUS. It is just much cheaper to do it this way. Today it did sting a little when I met with my councilor but it’s all good!
I try to be original and think out oh the box but I was inspired today when I saw a young man having his photo taken next to the large SCC sign in a cap and gown. I thought it was a great photo location and look forward to taking my graduation photo there as well. Graduation and the photo will be the capstone on a long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long community college career. (One long for each year I have been at this). I was looking at a face book post a year ago an dfound this post from the day i began school again for the umteenth time:
'Well the first day of school was not bad! In fact I enjoyed myself. One of my biggest fears was that I would be the old man in my class but my humanities teacher may has me beat by at least 40 maybe 50 years. I did feel weird when the 16 year old sat down next to me in comm. Now if they could only get bigger desks! January 19, 2010 at 9:06pm via iPhone'

I am still not the oldest person in and much more comfortable, successful and optimistic about college and education as a whole. I am always willing to share my advice and support to anyone who is considering returning to school or beginning school. One of the best choices I have made in my life.

This semester I am taking two history courses, intermediate algebra, and s theater art class, if maintain my GPA I should be able to accomplish my goal of graduating with honors. Pretty good job for boy who wasn't cut out for college!

Monday, January 17, 2011

January 17, 2011

I was just thinking…
How every time my boys leave, after spending time with us, how quite our house is. I often hear how some parents yearn for the peace and quite of children sleeping or the stillness when they are away, but for me when I come home and the house is so still and quite it makes me miss them so much more.  I miss the laughing, pounding of boys wrestling and yes even the arguing between brothers. I love being a father and a dad. I also love seeing my boys grow up into fine young men. It was a wonderful birthday gift for us all to be in the temple together last Saturday. We were able to do baptisms and feel the wonderful sprit in Gods house. I love to do new things with my boys, one reason why is that it is so fun to experience things for the first time through their eyes, an example of this is the first time children go to Disneyland, I used to think that there was nothing better than seeing the look in children’s eyes the first time they walk down main street or the first time a little girl runs up to her favorite princess (most likely Belle). But nothing can compare to the look in my boys faces and the sprit I felt as I saw them walk into the House of the Lord and perform the Lord’s work. My heart was and is so full of love and appreciation for that experience. I am also so proud to know that my two boys live their lives in way that they are worthy to stand in holy places and feel their Saviors love so abundantly. I am blessed, and love my boys.  
But, Most of all I love the noises of boys.
I was (also) just thinking…
How wonderful it is to have a chance to serve those who have served me in the past so well. My wife and I were so well taken care of by dear friends of ours who have recently fallen on hard times. It has been such a blessing to now have the chance to offer them our service, love and support. As they have taught us through their excellent examples. As I write this my wife is preparing to spend a day at the hospital to support, encourage and simply just be there for a woman who through her example and love has helped mold and form my wife into the wonderful woman that she is today, Sandra and I now have the opportunity to repay a small portion of the service Love and support she has provided us. I love and appreciate  you both Sandra and Sharron.